My birthday always calls for some sort of reflection time.  

As I’m starting this new decade of life, I realize all the things that I’m blessed with, and what I’m not blessed with.  The things that keep me down are the things that have helped me become who I am today.  We are all given good things and bad things, but it’s how we deal with them that makes us who we are.  I can honestly say that I think I’ve done a good job at beginning to accept who I am and letting the rest be.  Obviously we all have our bad days, but those are the times we need to try to remember the good in our lives.  I have no idea why I’m spitting out all of this inspirational nonsense currently, but oh well.  

My blessings consist of the people in my life who have invested time in me and the things that seem to work out.  So, thank you to those of you who care enough to invest your own time into my life.  There are so many of you that sometimes it truly surprises me.  When I feel down about being TUT, I just have to remember that all of you are by my side.  And I’m always there for you.  Thank you.  I’m very grateful. <3

Now that I’ve written this random ass post, Happy Birthday to me.

Only you can do this to me.  I’m so tired of feeling this way, but I’m beginning to think it’ll never stop.

I could make you happy, if you’d let me.

Maybe I’m just a paranoid fuck